Narcotics.com Fall 2026 College Scholarship
A rehab scholarship is when the drug or alcohol treatment program waives either a portion of its costs (partial scholarship) or up to 100% of its treatment costs (full scholarship) for applicants in need. Rehab grant funds, on the other hand, are issued directly to addiction treatment and mental health programs, then disseminated among clients. Mandated by Congress, these noncompetitive grant funds make it possible for many programs to offer financial aid. As is the case with most assistance programs, there are stipulations for funding.
Here are some important details about rehab scholarships:
- Rehab facilities set aside a certain amount of income each year to offer scholarships. Financial aid is offered until all the allotted money is used.
- Rehab scholarships are generally needs-based. That means aid is only offered to those who are under- or uninsured and have no other financial means or assets to pay for treatment.
- For additional funding support, rehab scholarships can be combined with private insurance, Medicare, or Medicaid if those plans do not cover 100% of treatment costs.
- Not every rehab program offers scholarships. That means you’ll need to do some online research, create a list of rehabs in your area, then call each facility to ask if they offer scholarships.
Finding a rehab scholarship doesn’t need to be difficult. Start by browsing our treatment directory and making a list of programs that suit your needs. Next, call each facility on your list and ask if they offer rehab scholarships.
For rehabs that offer scholarships, ask for details on their application process. Some programs have an intake manager who can take your information and application over the phone, some allow you to apply online, and some require you to apply in person.
A few things to keep in mind:
- Be prepared to explain your personal story and why you need financial assistance to access addiction treatment services.
- Gather and be prepared to share personal and financial documents (i.e., proof of income, checking and savings account balances, monthly expenses, proof of insurance coverage, etc.)
- Understand that competition for rehab scholarships is fierce; that means you may have to submit numerous applications before getting a positive response.
- Individual rehabs are independently run and commonly provide scholarships to cover the cost of one of their programs. The scholarship amount depends on the treatment center and available funds.
- Corporations (both for-profit and nonprofit) that own and operate rehab facilities sometimes offer treatment scholarships to cover the cost of their programs.
- Nonprofit organizations, including religious rehab facilities, often offer scholarships for those admitted to their treatment programs. Providing free or affordable treatment is typically their focus.
$2,250 in College Scholarships to be Awarded
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The struggle to provide adequate behavioral health services is currently one of the biggest challenges to our healthcare system, and nothing exacerbated the problem more than the COVID-19 pandemic. Experts watched as cases of anxiety, depression, loneliness, and other mental health concerns exploded. And since mental illness and substance abuse often go hand-in-hand, more and more people need behavioral healthcare services.
Recognizing the need for an infusion of new addiction and mental health professionals, Narcotics.com decided to launch a free scholarship contest for college students majoring in Behavioral Health. By providing financial assistance to help pay for books, tuition, or daily expenses, we hope to encourage more students to pursue careers in the areas of behavioral health and addiction-related studies.
How To Enter
- Review Eligibility: Before entering the contest, review the Terms/Conditions requirements and the rules and regulations below to make sure you qualify.
- Complete Application: Complete the contest application form below providing all required information.
- Submit: Once your essay is written, save as a Word Doc or PDF and submit with your scholarship contest application.
Essay Topic And Guidelines
Essay must be submitted with the application, which should include the author’s name, address, phone number, email address, college (including the date of graduation), and student ID number.
- All entries must be typed, double-spaced, and saved as a Word Doc or PDF.
- Do not add pictures or graphics
- Essays that do not meet the word count requirement will be eliminated. (The essay title or added references / footnotes do not contribute to the total word count.)
- AI-generated essays will not be accepted
- A contestant’s teacher, counselor, or parent may check the essay for punctuation, grammar, and/or spelling, but the essay MUST BE the original work of the student making the submission.
- Contestants will be judged based solely on their essay.
USING YOUR OWN WORDS, PLEASE ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS IN 500-700 WORDS:
- In today’s Digital Age, individuals are increasingly turning to the internet to source and secure illegal drugs. From common social media platforms to encrypted apps and sites on the dark web, this activity is taking place across a wide number of channels. These interactions are extremely dangerous and could even turn deadly, especially when counterfeit pills sold online are laced with fatal doses of substances like fentanyl. What kind of safeguards and best practices can we put into place to encourage people, especially young adults, to stay safe online? Is the effort solely on the shoulders of tech companies and law enforcement, or can schools and family units also play a role in curbing this activity?
Rules And Regulations
- Essay must be the original work of the contestant. Plagiarism will automatically disqualify your entry.
- Contest awards and decisions are final unless an entrant is disqualified.
- Essay submissions that do not meet the requirements (listed above) or sent after the application deadline will not be considered.
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- Narcotics.com will read and judge each eligible essay submitted on time; essays submitted after the deadline will not be accepted or read.
- Contest prizes (scholarship award monies) can be revoked after awards are given if entrants are discovered to be ineligible or found to have broken contest rules.
- Narcotics.com reserves the right to change submission deadline to an earlier deadline if application submissions greatly exceed the number projected. Prospective applicants should enter as early as possible.
- Should Narcotics.com have to change any contest rules, we will notify participants via email. If participants are dissatisfied with changes, they may retract their submission.
- All federal, state, and local charges or taxes on prizes must be paid by award winners.
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Fall 2025 College Scholarship Winners

Deborah Murphy
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Addiction Is Real. So Is Hope.
Addiction isn’t just something that happens to “other people.” It’s not just the man sleeping under the bridge or the woman pacing the gas station aisle. It’s your cousin. Your friend from high school. Maybe it’s your parent. Or maybe it’s you.
It’s easy to judge addiction when you’ve never watched someone you love disappear in front of your eyes. When you’ve never had to lie awake at 2 a.m. wondering if they’ll make it through the night. When you’ve never tried to look in the eyes of someone who’s there—but not really there anymore.
That’s why the disease model of addiction matters. Because it reminds us that addiction is not just about bad choices or weak willpower. It’s about pain, trauma, and yes—biology. It’s about a brain that’s been rewired to crave something so badly it can drown out everything else—love, family, food, safety, even life itself.
Calling addiction a disease doesn’t excuse the hurt it causes. It doesn’t erase the broken trust, the stolen money, the lies. But it does help explain why someone can’t just “snap out of it.” It gives us a way to understand, and more importantly—a reason to care.
When someone we love is diagnosed with cancer, we don’t tell them to try harder. We don’t accuse them of being weak. We gather around. We hold their hands. We shave our heads and raise money and pray with everything we’ve got. Addiction deserves that same response. Not pity—but compassion. Not blame—but belief that healing is possible.
For the person struggling, hearing that addiction is a disease can feel like a lifeline. It means you’re not broken. You’re not a monster. You’re not a failure. You’re sick—and sick people can get better. But I also understand the other side. No one wants to be reduced to a diagnosis. You’re not just “an addict.” You’re someone’s daughter. Someone’s dad. A person with dreams, with good memories, with value—even if you can’t see it right now.
The disease model reminds us that recovery isn’t just about trying harder. It’s about healing the whole person—mind, body, and soul. It’s therapy, support, maybe medication. It’s second chances. And third ones. And sometimes, fiftieth ones. It’s progress that doesn’t always look perfect. And it’s not just on the person using. Families carry the weight too.
If you’ve ever loved someone in addiction, you know the ache. You know what it’s like to hope and hurt at the same time. To celebrate a clean week like a birthday and still brace yourself for the call that might come tomorrow. The disease model can help you let go of the guilt. You didn’t cause this. You can’t cure it. But you can stand beside them. You can set boundaries and still love fiercely. And you can get help too—because you deserve healing just as much.
Healthcare providers—your belief in the disease model gives people a chance. When you treat addiction with the same urgency and respect as any other illness, you remind the world that recovery is possible. But please remember: your patients aren’t just cases. They’re scared. They’re tired. And sometimes, they’ve never had a single person believe in them. Be that person.
And for policymakers—this is your call to action. This is your moment to move from punishment to healing. Fund treatment, not jail cells. Make rehab affordable. Push past the stigma and write laws that treat addiction like the complex, human condition it is.
Because at the end of the day, addiction is not just a medical issue. It’s a human story. One of pain, yes—but also of hope. I’ve seen people come back from the edge. I’ve seen families rebuild. I’ve seen kids get their parents back.
Addiction is real. But so is recovery.
And nobody—nobody—is too far gone to start again.

Alanna Douglas
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Is Addiction a Disease? A Critical Exploration of the Disease Model of Addiction
The question of whether or not addiction is an illness isn’t hypothetical, it has implications for real lives, real families, and real recovery. The “Disease Model” of addiction envisions substance use disorder as a chronic neurobiological illness, one that changes brain function over time and requires medical care. It compares addiction to illnesses like diabetes or heart disease, dictating that it is not moral failing but multifaceted illness.
This model has changed the way society deals with addiction both clinically and interpersonally. Not everyone supports it, though. Critics argue that labeling addiction solely as a disease could disenfranchise individuals of their agency, responsibility, or even hope for change. And for me, I understand both positions.
I grew up watching addiction ruin not only the addict but the entire family. It hurt to see a family member battle substance dependence. We did not always know why there was promise-breaking or why it was impossible to change despite love and effort. It was not until we learned about the disease model from a counselor that everything fell into place. This wasn’t weakness or lack of love but rather a disease that altered brain chemistry, decision-making, and behavior in ways we couldn’t see.
For the addict, this model can be a revelation and an empathy. It flips the switch from punishment to treatment, from shame to compassion. A disease model of addiction removes the mystique and deters too many people from entering treatment. Treatment is increasingly a matter of management and recovery, and less a matter of abstinence or willpower. But it is also crucial that the model isn’t being utilized as an excuse or a crutch. Responsibility, dedication, and hard work are still the primary requisites for recovery. I’ve witnessed how successful it can be when an individual is able to understand both the scientific fact of their illness and their own ability to get better.
Families are also greatly impacted by this shift. The disease model permitted my family to communicate more freely, to love more empathetically, and to criticize less judgmentally. We knew that the enablers must change, but love. That is what enabled us to step in and become co-players in the recovery process, not observers of somebody else’s suffering. Learning with the model permitted us to ride out the worst moments—relapses, setbacks, and burnout—by possessing a bit more knowledge and insight.
For doctors, the disease model reiterates the worth of providing whole-person care encompassing brain as well as body. It portends that treatment may (and should) include medication, therapy, peer support, and follow-up. It renders legitimate the request for insurance payback, research expenditure, and professional training. Doctors can become recovery allies rather than abstinence policemen. But they too need to be as responsible not to make patients passive recipients of treatment. Empowerment has to accompany treatment.
At the policy level, the stakes are no lower. Adopting addiction as a disease entails virtually starting over on criminal justice policies, insurance coverage, and public health spending. It asks us to spend money on rehabilitation centers instead of prisons, on harm reduction rather than on punishment, and on support programs rather than on shame campaigns. It calls on us to see addiction not just as a personal issue but as a structural issue but as an issue that disproportionately burdens certain communities because of social, economic, and racial differences. So, is addiction disease? To me, it is but it’s something more, too.
It’s a human experience that is influenced by biology, environment, trauma, and choice. The disease model provides us with a useful context in which to respond with compassion, order, and evidence-based care. But we must always temper it with a belief in human agency and the potential for recovery. Because when that someone we love falls ill, we don’t just need to know the science—we need to be able to believe that healing is always possible.

Melissa French
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From the Disease Model to the Recovery Model
The “Disease Model” of addiction is quite a controversial subject across many groups. Having addiction listed as being like diabetes or cardiovascular disease may not be correct, however, I do believe that certain members of society have a predisposition for the “addiction” trait. Most people at some point in time will “experiment” with drugs and/or alcohol. This moment of weakness doesn’t ruin everyone’s lives, but for those with the “addiction” trait, it can hold them back decades or take their life all together.
I, personally, am a little over five years clean from opiates, benzos, and cocaine. While I was living a lost life, and in addiction, I felt there was no other way I could live. I began as a teenager drinking heavily until I would blackout, I think went straight to intravenous drugs, mixing uppers and downers. A huge influence was on my children’s father, but ultimately, I made my own choices and felt the way I felt on my own. When I hit my own version of “rock bottom” I checked myself into a detox facility. I was also a little over 5 months pregnant at the time. I went from detox to an impatient facility. I delivered my son while I was residing there and was able to keep him with me 4 days of the week. I then gained employment, an apartment, and am now a full-time student with goals and aspirations to help others that were in my shoe’s half a decade ago.
Many medical and psychiatric organizations and facilities deem addiction as a chronic brain disease. While I may not be able to party on the weekends with some of my peers, I can still socialize with those I choose. I tend to stick with like-minded people, as to not put myself back in an “old” environment. I can understand the viewpoints of those opposed to calling it a disease, as it can become somewhat of an excuse for those suffering from addiction. If there’s one thing many share when they are in the grips of this illness is manipulation. They may feel like they are totally powerless from the “disease”. However, there is treatment for addiction, just as there is for many other diseases. There is MAT treatments, peer recovery, long term treatment plans, meetings like AA and NA for those in need of support from others that know what they are going through.
In this same sense, labeling addiction as a disease can have a positive impact as well. It can reduce the stigma associated with being an addict and encourage some to seek treatment. Understanding among your family or support system is vital as well. My mother was very curious and eager to learn more about what I was suffering from and the Why’s of it all. Local, state, and federal funding was able to help pay for my treatment as well as the MAT I had to take while I was pregnant with my son and detoxing.
Many going through addiction may not put it into perspective. I know when I was “dope sick” I would go hustle all day to feel better. All you need is to put a fraction of that drive into something productive and you can move mountains! I personally feel that there is a middle ground we should be able to attain. One in which non-judgmental treatment is available to those that seek it, all while promoting a sense of responsibility over your illness. Knowing you are stronger than any craving or trigger you may encounter. Change the people, places, and things you are exposed to.
Knowledge is power for us all! You aren’t alone! You can recover from this illness! You can live and maintain a normal life! You are powerful! Recover out loud!
Spring 2025 College Scholarship Winners

Alicia Cross
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The Duality of Harm Reduction Programs
Harm reduction programs present a complex and nuanced approach to addressing substance use issues, akin to a double-edged sword. On one hand, these programs effectively serve to minimize the risk of overdoses and injuries associated with drug use. By providing essential resources such as clean syringes, safe injection sites, and access to naloxone, harm reduction initiatives have been instrumental in decreasing the incidence of overdose fatalities and the spread of infectious diseases, such as HIV and hepatitis, that are commonly transmitted among drug users.
However, it is important to acknowledge a critical perspective regarding these programs. The very mechanisms that help users mitigate the immediate risks of drug use may inadvertently diminish the urgency and motivation required for individuals to seek treatment and pursue long-term recovery. When users have access to tools that allow them to avoid the adverse consequences of their substance use, it may create a sense of complacency. This situation can undermine the psychological and situational triggers that often propel individuals toward seeking help and making substantial changes in their lives.
Ultimately, while harm reduction has its merits in promoting public health and reducing harm, it also raises important questions about its impact on recovery pathways and the overall narrative surrounding addiction. Balancing these considerations is essential for creating comprehensive strategies that address both immediate safety and long-term recovery goals.
I have experienced the complexities of addiction and recovery from both personal and professional perspectives, as I’ve spent years working in a community outreach center while simultaneously navigating my own challenges with substance use. Just as I was embarking on my recovery journey, my community began to launch its inaugural harm reduction program. This initiative had a profound impact, as I was an intravenous drug user at the time, and the program offered critical resources that significantly diminished the potentially severe side effects associated with this lifestyle.
The benefits of the harm reduction approach were undeniable. It provided sterile supplies, access to naloxone, and educational resources that equipped not only me but also my peers with the knowledge to manage our risks. I vividly recall moments when, thanks to the program, I was able to help save a friend who had overdosed. It was a harrowing experience that reinforced the program’s value; it saved lives in our community.
However, the very safety net that this harm reduction program provided also had its downsides. In some ways, it delayed my full commitment to recovery. The support services and resources made it easier to postpone confronting the harsh realities of addiction. There was a sense of security in knowing that I could access clean needles and naloxone whenever I needed them. This safety net instilled a false sense of invulnerability, which, although it protected me from immediate harm, also made it less urgent for me to take the necessary steps toward long-term recovery.
Additionally, I found myself surrounded by many close friends who were entrenched in their own struggles with heroin and fentanyl use. For them, the harm reduction program proved to be a lifesaver in numerous instances; we were armed with the tools to act in emergencies, often more than once. Yet, I noticed that this very reliability often dissuaded them from making any substantial changes to their habits. They became reliant on the program as a safety valve, and for many, the idea of seeking treatment or altering their lifestyle took a backseat. Knowing they had access to essential resources created a sense of complacency that was difficult to overcome.
Reflecting on this journey, it’s clear that while harm reduction programs play a crucial role in safeguarding the immediate health of users, they can inadvertently complicate the road to recovery. It’s a fine line to walk—between providing essential support and fostering a culture of dependency that might delay a person’s desire to seek lasting change. This duality is a critical conversation that needs ongoing exploration, as we strive to create more effective responses to addiction and recovery in our communities.

Madison Sims
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Harm Reduction and the Readiness for Change
When reflecting on whether harm reduction programs are beneficial or detrimental to individuals experimenting with drugs and alcohol, I found myself shifting focus from the program’s primary goals to the individuals themselves. While the debate over the pros and cons of harm reduction programs is complex, I believe the true answer lies within the person and their readiness for change.
For example, harm reduction programs offer several undeniable benefits. Individuals who participate are less likely to contract diseases through shared needles, gain access to educational resources about substance use, and have opportunities to connect with counselors and supportive communities. These programs often provide life-saving medications, necessities like food and water, and referrals to treatment facilities. However, the key limitation is that harm reduction is not a “one-size-fits-all” solution.
The well-known saying, “You can lead a horse to water, but you can’t make it drink,” applies here. An individual can be given the resources and tools necessary for recovery, but without the willingness to actively participate and make changes, those resources will not be effective. Simply providing the right answers is not enough if they are not applied.
Another concern is the potential harm associated with certain resources provided by these programs. For instance, distributing clean needles may reduce immediate health risks, but it does not address the root issue or encourage individuals to stop using. If given the choice between a clean needle and information about quitting, many individuals in the moment will choose the physical object that satisfies their immediate craving.
To truly help, these programs must focus on long-term solutions and limit access to resources that enable continued substance use. I agree that these programs may inadvertently enable individuals to continue struggling with addiction while delaying treatment.
Participants might feel they are receiving some form of help by being involved in these programs, but they are not being held accountable for their actions. Instead, they are provided with resources that allow them to continue using.
I also believe these programs can act as barriers to abstinence-based treatment. Individuals are often significantly influenced by their environment, as suggested by the principles of nature versus nurture. Those attempting to quit are likely to be affected by others around them who are still actively using, as well as by the temptation to access the resources provided by these programs. This combination can make it more difficult for them to break free from the cycle of addiction and pursue lasting recovery.
As someone studying mental health counseling, I have learned about the complexities of addiction and the brain’s response to it. Addictive behaviors often have genetic, psychological, and environmental components, making everyone’s needs unique. This reinforces the importance of tailoring programs to the individual, as no single approach will work for everyone.
Programs must prioritize helping individuals focus on recovery and accountability, rather than simply providing tools that sustain their addiction. To illustrate this, consider your own past or present struggles with addiction, whether it be to food, alcohol, work, or another habit. If given a choice between a resource enabling that addiction and a pamphlet on overcoming it, which would you choose in the moment?
Most of us would likely choose the option that feeds into our addiction, highlighting the importance of addressing readiness and motivation. In my personal experience and conversations with friends who have attended treatment programs, a common theme emerges; success in recovery depends on the individual’s readiness to commit to change. Without this readiness, any resources provided—no matter how well intentioned—are unlikely to break the cycle of addiction.
Ultimately, while harm reduction programs can provide valuable information and immediate safety measures, they risk enabling individuals who are not yet ready to change. To improve their effectiveness, these programs must reevaluate the resources they provide and focus on fostering accountability and readiness for recovery. With thoughtful adjustments, harm reduction programs have the potential to create meaningful, positive change for those they aim to help.

Mark Hartman
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The Critical Role of Harm Reduction in the Recovery Landscape
Harm reduction programs occupy a crucial space in the landscape of addiction treatment, offering a pragmatic approach to addressing substance use issues that diverge from traditional abstinence-based models. As someone deeply engaged in the field of substance use disorder counseling and mental health, I have grappled with the complexities surrounding harm reduction and its impact on individuals seeking recovery.
Proponents of harm reduction programs argue persuasively that these initiatives save lives by prioritizing safety and harm minimization over immediate abstinence. This approach acknowledges the reality that not all individuals struggling with addiction are ready or willing to cease substance use completely.
By providing access to clean needles, supervised injection sites, naloxone for overdose prevention, and education on safer substance use practices, harm reduction programs effectively mitigate the risks associated with drug use. These interventions are not just theoretical; they have tangible, life-saving outcomes. For instance, naloxone distribution has repeatedly reversed potentially fatal opioid overdoses, underscoring its critical role in harm reduction efforts.
Moreover, harm reduction programs address the broader public health implications of substance use by reducing the spread of infectious diseases such as HIV and hepatitis C among injecting drug users. By providing access to sterile equipment and promoting safer injection practices, these programs contribute significantly to community health outcomes.
Critics of harm reduction often argue from a moralistic or ideological standpoint, contending that such programs enable individuals to perpetuate their addiction without adequate incentive to pursue long-term recovery. There is concern that by providing safer alternatives, harm reduction inadvertently normalizes or condones substance use, thereby hindering 3 individuals from seeking treatment.
This perspective reflects a deep-seated belief in the necessity of abstinence as the sole path to recovery, overlooking the complexities and individualized nature of addiction. However, this dichotomy oversimplifies the reality faced by many individuals with substance use disorders.
Addiction is a chronic, relapsing condition influenced by biological, psychological, and social factors. For some, the path to recovery may indeed involve periods of reduced harm before achieving sustained abstinence. Harm reduction programs meet clients where they are in their journey, fostering trust and rapport that can eventually lead to engagement in more intensive treatment options when they are ready.
In my experience as someone in long-term recovery and working as a licensed substance use disorder counselor, effective addiction treatment is not one-size-fits-all. It requires a nuanced understanding of each client’s unique circumstances, preferences, and readiness for change. Harm reduction embodies a compassionate and pragmatic approach that respects individual autonomy while promoting health and safety. It serves as a bridge to engagement in treatment, offering a continuum of care that supports individuals at various stages of their recovery journey.
Ultimately, the debate surrounding harm reduction programs reflects broader societal attitudes toward addiction and recovery. By reframing the conversation from a dichotomy of harm reduction versus abstinence to one of comprehensive care and harm minimization, we can better serve the diverse needs of individuals struggling with substance use disorders. Embracing harm reduction as a vital component of addiction treatment not only saves lives in the immediate term but also paves the way for sustainable recovery and improved community health outcomes in the long run.
Fall 2023 College Scholarship Winners

Kelsie Nyman
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How to eat an elephant: A lesson in learning to love despite overwhelming anger
My brother’s death built and broke me all at once. It broke me like a bone breaks. It first shattered me, because a 15 year-old shouldn’t lose her 29 year-old brother to a drug overdose. But it then healed me like a bone heals, too. I could never have grown back the same, but I grew back stronger. This is a story about how my brother’s death taught me something about what it means to fight for love.
My brother Jordan battled with drug addiction his whole adult life. He was 14 years older than me. So his adult life- the one riddled with a vicious and cyclical overdose-to-rehab-to-relapse habit comprised the entirety of my lucid years as his little sister. I didn’t get the movie marathon, matching Halloween costumes, Christmas morning excitement, Sunday night family dinner kind of childhood with him. I was too young to be exposed to much of his habit, but I wasn’t too young to notice the havoc it wrought on our mother. By the time I was old enough to determine a relationship with him for myself, I held a hatred in my heart for him. I wouldn’t forgive him for what he was doing to our family and to himself. I had a shell of him to enjoy and a shell of him to mourn.
When we heard the complicated and challenging news of his overdose, I froze. I was standing in the kitchen- eyes fixed, ears ringing a deafening wave of tinnitus, stomach sick, all color evacuated from my face. All I could think was, “I missed it. I missed it. I missed it.” I missed out on the chance at a brother. And I missed out on the chance to forgive him. But how could I forgive his audacious, destructive, harmful life? The answer is the same as the one to a riddle I remember from my childhood: “How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.”
My brother’s death built resentment in me for a while, and it broke my spirit for a while, too. But I started a journey of reflection and discovering what it means to forgive- one I am still very much on. So far, I’ve learned that forgiveness isn’t meant to be fickle- it’s meant to be absolute. I learned that death can break down a person’s spirit, but it can also break attachments to fear and anger. It can build resilience and fortitude of character. I have determined that this will be my brother’s legacy – that those he left behind will have learned that it is not too late to love him, learn from him, and be a family to him. It is with this renewed outlook that I vigorously pursue my education in Nursing and Counseling – to carry the mantle that he left for me.

Jessica Dixon
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Addiction is a mind thing- at least that’s what I have been told. Many believe it is a weak-minded thing. I think addiction preys on the weakest part of that persons’ psyche. It doesn’t make them weak. My brother and father are addicts.2 of the smartest, hardworking, talented people I know, yet they allow a man-made substance to ruin their lives. Everything they work for is just to get drunk or high. Repeat. No real goals.
Alcohol and Drugs has had a hold on my community for decades now. Growing up in the hood, in the early 90s everyone’s parents were addicts of some sort. Either the mom or dad or in some circumstances both. Children born in the 80s have had it the worse when it comes to dealing with addiction. Crack was invented during our coming-of-age years. The years where we are most impressionable. Either you grew up selling drugs or using them. There were not a lot of people who weren’t affected directly by addiction. When one parent is addicted; it causes the other to have to work twice as hard to compensate for the time and money that was lost to drugs. I’ve seen families collapse because of these addictions. I’ve seen mothers sell their bodies due to these addictions. Some have even sold their babies. When I say I’ve seen, I really mean that I have witnessed with my own eyes. The mere fact that I have had to witness such horrible acts all in the name of addiction is devastating. It’s a fierce cycle of devastation that not only I have had to witness, but the majority of my peers have had too as well. It’s like an unspoken tragedy. We don’t know when it started exactly, we just know that, or families didn’t stand a chance. Some say the government put crack in the neighborhoods to dismantle the black families. Seems like it worked. It’s 2023 and people are still strung out on crack. Its so many other drugs, yet crack is still the drug of choice for the black community. It’s a great mystery as to why the hold is still so strong. Especially being that it is a watered-down version of cocaine. A highly addictive substance that was once considered a rich man’s drug. You would think that the ones still using would branch out. When crack first hit the streets the people were going crazy for it. Seriously-crazy. People were doing things they never did before. Fast forward to 2023, once the addiction began to kill young white people the government allowed drugs to be marketed to save lives of the poor innocent drug addicts. It is now an epidemic. They are labeling it ‘The Opioid Crisis’. A drug that has to be legally written by a dr and dispensed by a dr of medicine. Yet, the crack epidemic has yet to be addressed.
Growing up, we had programs like D.A.R.E that made us pledge to not do drugs. They wanted better for us as a community. They knew the things we seen on a daily basis could easily affect us negatively in the future. The heavy drug addiction cycle may have skipped our generation, but the kids of today are on all kinds of drugs. They weren’t raised properly because their parents weren’t raised properly. Another vicious cycle that plagues my community.

Daniel Joseph Goldsborough
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Daniel Goldsborough
200 grapevine road apt 131
Vista CA 92083
Student ID W7364929
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MiraCosta
Expected graduation 2026
Alcohol and drugs have affected my family greatly, but I will only share my experience. I started using drugs when I was in the 8th grade. Alcohol and weed to ease the troubles of a broken home, at first the drugs did everything I needed them to do. Took away my stress, eased my troubled mind. It felt like in a world that was crashing down around me I could smoke some weed and hang out with my friends and everything was better. By the time I was a senior in high school that all changed. At this point I was living with my grandparents in Baltimore Maryland, the rest of my eight siblings lived in a small town outside of the city. I managed to graduate high school and go unnoticed by my family as a drug addict. This is mainly because of all the other drama in my family. Bigger issues were happening so it was easy to ignore the high schooler getting into trouble, and that’s part of the disease of addiction, group denial.
The downhill spiral really began as soon as high school ended, at this point I started using heroin intravenously in order to get off of the angel dust, I didn’t prefer heroin but angel dust has a specific smell that always caused me to get caught. Ironically I just traded one drug for another, from my graduation in 2011 until 2019 my life was that of a heroin addict, bouncing from one couch to another until I ended up in California. At this point my life was pretty much non existent, I would go to a treatment facility then after a month or so I would be back on the streets. The bottoms got lower and my family only got more distant.
It was extremely difficult for me to stop using drugs. It felt like I had no life, no reason to stop. Even to this day I know heroin will not fix my life or my problems, but I do know it will put my mind at ease for a few brief moments, but today I have a valuable life that I am not willing to throw away for a brief moment of relief. I got sober in 2019 and it has been quite a journey, it all started at a NA beach meeting in Oceanside, California. There I met people who would get sober and live life. My new found friends would go sky diving or find some cliffs to jump off of into a river. This gave me a glimmer of hope, maybe I can find a few brief moments of relief in sobriety. Since I got off of drugs my life as gradually gotten better, my siblings talk to me on a regular basis, and I just completed my first class of college. I have even had to opportunity to help other people who struggle with the disease of addiction.
Life is worth living today, that’s something I never thought I would feel. When I was in the depths off my own addiction I used to long for the day I was able to afford enough heroin to finally end this existence. I am so grateful that never happened, today I wake up and get to go to work or go for a run. Now starting in the fall I will be going to college full time. Working full time and going to class full time is going to be a wild ride, but nothing I cant get through with the help of my new found fellowship of friends.
Spring 2023 College Scholarship Winners

Erika Robertson
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Doing all I can to help my community
I have been enrolled in school for a few years now, taking classes little by little while working full time and raising my daughter. Initially I thought I would go to school for nursing. I was already working as a phlebotomist and HIV counselor in drug and alcohol rehab centers. I was performing HIV and Hepatitis C testing and teaching an HIV education class to this very high risk population. The work I was doing in the treatment centers was extremely rewarding, and I wanted to do anything I could to be of service to this population. However, after working so closely with this population in this capacity, I realized I wouldn’t get to help as much once I became an RN. I had ended up in this role because at the time I, myself, had 3 years clean.
To tell you a little bit more about myself, I currently have 9 years clean. I had reached out for help and got my life together when I found out I was pregnant with my daughter, Lily. After growing up in a very hectic home, I had turned to drugs and alcohol and lived that life from 13 to the age of 26. I have experienced homelessness, the loss of many friends, isolation from my family, and a myriad of other challenges that come along with the disease of addiction.
Once I found out I was pregnant with my daughter in 2013 I made the decision to really try at getting my life together. I wasn’t able to go into residential treatment due to my pregnancy, so I slept on my mom couch, slowly tapered off methadone maintenance, while also attending NA meetings until I was finally able to fully detox. My daughter was born perfectly healthy, and has fortunately never had to see me intoxicated. I don’t want to say I’m cured but I do the work it takes to maintain my recovery on a daily basis with the help of NA.
As I mentioned, after a few years of school I decided to change my career path. The medical field didn’t seem to suit what I wanted to accomplish in my life. My major is now Psychology/ Social work. I know that the experiences I’ve had, and things I’ve overcome can be extremely helpful to a lot of people. I believe I bring a special perspective, understanding and level of empathy that is not something they can teach in school. I’d like to use what I’ve gained to better serve and help people to find a little bit of the freedom and peace that I have found.
I plan to continue my education and eventually have a Masters degree in social work. I am 3 classes away from completing my Associates for Transfer at Los Angeles Valley College. I intend to transfer to CSUN and continue to gain as much knowledge as possible, while continuing to work with the underserved populations and community that I currently serve. Thank you for your time and consideration.

Jayla Jefferson
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My name is Jayla Jefferson, I am a junior at Wayne State University located in Detroit Michigan. I am currently double majoring in public health and community health. I decided to pick these majors because I’ve always found an interest in helping others. I knew that I wanted to go into a field that helped others, and something that would make a change.
From a young age, I was very passionate about helping others in need and helping people understand things they lacked knowledge of. My journey first began while I was being raised in the church. In church, I did a lot of things like being in the church plays for Christmas and Easter, and being a part of the praise and mime team but one of my favorite things to do was to go out into my community and volunteer. Volunteering was a weekly thing that my family and I would do. And that is where my passion all began. After every volunteer event, I noticed that I would be tired but I would be so filled with joy because I was able to help someone in need. And I think public health and community health have also been a joy for me because in the future I will be doing something I’ve always loved just with more knowledge and on a bigger scale.
Coming from Pontiac Michigan I see the need for change in my city. And my city has been on a continuous cycle of leaving fixable problems to develop into something so much larger. Currently, in my classes, I have been learning about health disparities, social disparities, and lack of knowledge. In my city, I’ve seen these problems firsthand, and before learning what public and community health was I never knew what that was called. Every Wednesday I teach free dance classes in partnership with Pontiac United and United Whole Mortgage. I teach all styles of dance to girls eight to eighteen. And weekly I see the impact the program has had on the girls. Extracurricular activities can be very expensive so being able to support the girls and their families has been amazing. It is also incredible to see how impacted their social, physical, emotional, and mental health has improved.
There is a quote by Peter Senge that says “sharing knowledge is not about giving people something, or getting something from them. That is only valid for information sharing. Sharing knowledge occurs when people are genuinely interested in helping one another develop new capacities for action; it is about creating learning processes.” I think this quote explains why I have picked public health and community health as my field
of study, to know for myself how I can improve my life but also how I can apply it to make life to help inform others. I want to take the knowledge that I learn about health and resources and inform others and help them get the most out of life.
Public and community health has impacted my life for the better. After attending Wayne State University I would like to receive my Ph.D. in public health. Throughout my experience throughout my time in the program, I have learned so much about myself but also so much about how I can help others around me.

Ronion Brown
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I was born at one pound and ten ounces with a traumatic brain injury. I had excessive bleeding and swelling in the left hemisphere of my brain. These difficulties led to the diagnosis of cerebral palsy, a neurological disorder that impairs muscular coordination, balance, and mobility. Although cerebral palsy is a lifelong impairment that does not worsen, it may lead to other issues. Since I have mild cerebral palsy, only one part of my body is affected. These are my legs, and when I walk, they make a scissor pattern. It was determined by doctors that I may never learn how to walk. But after several years of therapy and doctor visits, I surpassed all expectations.
The finest advocates are self-advocates. Becoming an advocate and service to others in the disabled community is my passion. Being born with mild cerebral palsy inspired my decision to create a nonprofit organization and become a mentor for disabled children. Due to my disability, I was unable to participate in many common childhood activities and events. My cerebral palsy hinders my intellectual and personal development. Achieving my dreams has not been simple, despite the help of my doctors and family, who have helped me progress. To support kids who are in similar situations, I intend to open a daycare and community center.
My education will allow me to thrive in my career of molding children’s lives. I love the idea of instructing disadvantaged children since it will help them acquire the abilities, they need to lead successful lives. I plan to build a community and daycare center that offers services to assist them with any issues. My organization’s main goal is to help those with Cerebral Palsy and other developmental problems, but all kids are invited to join.
Because it teaches me how to become a great mentor, understanding the resources and techniques required to support children’s success is essential. The services in my organization will increase their overall development according to the needs of each child. My objective is to create a neighborhood where kids may feel at home and treat one another equally while also obtaining services to help them get ready for the future.
I will consider it an honor to provide future generations with possibilities I never had. Because I come from a less fortunate background, I did not get many opportunities to show off my abilities. I became passionate about helping disadvantaged kids after being rejected while seeking guidance from many places. Support and direction are all that children require to succeed in this world. Children who lack access to resources and are unable to achieve their goals can benefit from any kind of support. Due to how difficult it was for me to accept that I had little support, these circumstances also played a role in my determination to help other kids going through similar situations.
My goal in opening a daycare and community center is not to advance my career but to transform the lives of children with disabilities. Teaching children is essential because they are not influenced by their environment or society’s standards. Children should have access to an equal education regardless of their circumstances since they are the future leaders of the world. Guiding disabled children to succeed will become my mark on earth. We will prove that a disability does not mean inability and eliminate the stereotypes of the disabled community.
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